My wedding is officially planned and he hasn't even proposed yet. Talk about being ahead of the game! :)

Three days left of my current job. Definitely feeling the effects of this deranged economy...being "laid off" isn't fun. I just hope none of this lasts forever because I'm scared and I hate hearing about politics and money and obama every 5 minutes.

Current life plan:
-become employed.
-pay off credit card debt.
-school. graduate next summer.
-get married.
-take a million photos.
-get rich to pay off student loans and car.

I'd say that's 80% possible. :)

I feel so strange because all I want to do is grow up. I'm not even entirely sure what that means but, I still want it. Maybe I'm just tired of depending on someone else (my mom) so heavily. Financially speaking of course. But I see no end to my debt anytime soon. The Nine12 workshop made me quite depressed for a bit. Excited to have a plan to stick to but sad to see how much money I don't have to pay the bills I do have. Ehh.

Saturday evening I was given the opportunity to do my first wedding. It was odd and awkward but a good experience. I think I learned that I don't want to photograph weddings. It's too annoying and too stressful for me to handle.

I just want to take pictures and bind books. Who wants to bind books with me and sell them? It's fun, I promise.

Oh, Jesus.