48 hours.

My last post was a month after I moved to this city and it's now May 14th and I will be leaving Chicago in two short days. It's sad for me to think that my attitude in living here hasn't really changed much. Aside from growing accustomed to loneliness and dreaming of states of sunshine, I still feel that I'm not supposed to be here. I would love it if I felt differently but I don't and I'm okay with that.
My boxes are shipped, my bags are packed and finals are almost over. I'm really moving back. Praise God.
Even though I haven't exactly been the most emotionally stable person over the last nine months, I've grown a lot and I've changed a lot. Some good, some bad, some terrible, some beautiful. The memories here are sort of the same.

Things I will miss:
Sunshine pouring in my 11 foot windows.
The snow falling.
Earwax Cafe.
Lisa, Jeremy and Alex.
Buses and trains that make me seasick.
Tulips! Oh the glorious tulips!
Argo Tea.
Wicker Park.

This summer will be the best summer of my life. Except for all these weddings! :) I just want one of my own...asafp.